I used to like in the city while I was living with my mom and her boyfriend 4 years ago. I was going to school and working fulltime. My mom got into a fight with her bf and I had no choice to but to move with her. while this was all happening..due to my work schedule and school I wasn’t doing anything besides that, I became depressed. I was never eating right or sleeping right with my crazy hectic work schedule. my mom moved away with me from her bf into the farms where there is NOTHING..no jobs NOTHING. So while I was there my depression was still bad and we thought the best bet was to get social security until I can find a job. my depression was turning into social anxiety and that’s what I have they say. My mom started losing her mind, and doing all these bad things to me…tried ruining all my social relationships with people thru facebook…ruined my relationship with my gf at the time by telling them all that I’m soo crazy in the head just because I was depressed and needed to go on SS for a little… I couldn’t stand her anymore so I had no choice but to move out. little did I know, she withheld mail from me(she could have went to jail) but they where would I have lived), student loan mail and my credit got soo messed up.. I had to pay back 9 months worth of big loan payments just to get it rehibilitated..thank god my friend took my in his apt. I had to pay rent to him and pay money for food all with a little SS check. I got by somehow but barely. Then he moved again and I couldn’t get a job because I have no car or money and I need to get the rent money up and a part-time job wouldn’t do it…so my friend who took me in decided to move to another state so I found another place in the city..I’m still getting a SS check but ’ enough for rent where I’m living now(a basement) and food. I have no savings and I want to get a job and am scared to get off SS because I need to get the money up every month and a part-time job wont be enough alone. I don’t want to work and still be on it because that still will get me nowhere. I have anxiety so an over night job is what I’ve been looking for but I can’t find anything.. what should I do in my situation? im losing friends and ppl think I just want to be a bum and I cant stand it.. so yea I’ve been moving around from couch to couch for the past 2 years trying to settle down but I’m so confused as what to do since my mom screwed me over I have NO family.. I’m all alone. What should I do?thank you for reading…means alot i jsut dont know who to talk to…
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No friends, dysfunctional family, depressed…I’ve lost contact with friends, I have a dysfunctional family and am very depressed. I’m also fed up of letting people in and them screwing me over. I’m told I’m beautiful, smart and witty, but I’m shy and depressed so people just don’t want to know, no matter how much of an effort I make. I feel like I’m always going to be an outcast with no one around. I’m only in my twenties and just have very little joy in my life. I suppose I just needed to have a moan.
Well the fact that you are putting yourself out here right now shows that you are smart and wish for something better. There is hope in that alone. Everyone at some point and for some multiple points in thier lives has or knows someone who has/does suffers from depression. Sometimes it’s genetic sometimes its induced by outside forces in our current lives. And it’s ok that you are down but it doesn’t mean that you have to stay there either. I would suggest that you start out by going to your local gym and take a fun class. Anxiety and depression usually need release- you just need to find something that you are willing to try and that can help in a healthy manner. Or if going to the gym isn’t your thing how about walking or biking? Have you tried reconnecting with your friends? If they are good friends then they will be willing to listen and help distract you from what is going on at home. Just be honest with them and tell them that you’ve gotten caught up in the drama of home life and that you are having a hard. It will work out- it always does you just need to find something that brings you joy and a little bit of distraction right now. If these don’t work you should also try and seeking a counselor. They can be a great help at making it through difficult times.
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I have met my friends extended network, and again no luck.
So now, I don’t go out much.. especially since many of my friends are busy with their own lives getting married and engaged.
Can you suggest any good ideas/how to meet a decent guy? I am getting worried I will be alone forever.
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My mom and sister is literally the only people I can to talk to but this is not something I want to share with them, I feel so depressed lately, I lost my appetite and feel tired all the time. I’d very much appreciate if someone is kind enough talk to a hopeless like me and if you have problems too I can hear yours.